keyuan's stories

2010-04-06T08:09:00.000-07:00

I donno whether i can carry on with this anymore... I dont feel happy. I feel like giving up. what am I still holding on to? I guess I am not suitable to get into relationships... I thought I've learnt my lesson well enough, never to make the same mistake again. but I was wrong. is she the right one? or am I just hoping for her to be the right one for me? what she say and what she do doesnt match at all. confused and curious, but I cant ask why. its too arkward. probably will lead to a fight. she isnt what I imagine her to be. day by day, the disappointment grow. when will she understand how I feel? she never will...

2010-03-12T09:30:00.000-08:00

never blog for sooo long. find it funny and weird to blog again. does anybody still look at this blog?tell me in chat box okay...

I wanna talk about my girlfriend in this post.

this girlfriend of mine. we barely knew each other but we hit it off well enough. at first i thought it was perfectly normal and alright. but recently just after our first month, I began to think alot. all sort of things. her life and my life. quite different. our perspective in life. quite different as well. but one thing i know is that i am not regretting. this is also the first thing she asked me, before we got together. she asked me whether i would regret...and i said no. if she were to ask me the exact question now, the answer would still be no.

somehow...I feel that either I am too good for her, or I am not good enough for her. in my life, she is definitely not good enough for me. if i were to tell my family about how she used to be, they will change their view of her immediately. the one thing i am glad is that, she changed. for me. but who am i kidding...my family probably wont accept it. in her life, i am definitely not good enough for her. being small and insignificant, while she shine like the stars in the sky. this is not being ego, its the cruel truth. raised up without any talent or special skills nurtured in me, can only admire those that possess them. not blaming my parents or anything, but wont let this happen to my younger brother for suree.

past experience still haunts me. but not keeping me away from getting into relationships. must thank my ex. I learnt alot from her. trust and faith are truly the most important factors in maintaining a relationship. alot of people always say that relationship, dont have to give in your everything. but not giving your everything just shows how lightly you took the relationship and how heavy it weighs in your heart.

this is my point of view. there is no right or wrong. you can always agree or disagree. but do share with me your point of view. so that i can see things from different angle.

2009-08-15T10:32:00.000-07:00

just want to blog about my life recently...

school is really quite tough?I thought after going to a SCIENCE course,I wont have any trouble in studying but seems like I am quite wrong...everything I learnt in Secondary school science just got alot more difficult...and lecturers really cant teach one.except for a few.I can just read notes and understand topic myself.Mathematics is really a disaster...seem so easy,yet so difficult.hais...

starting to really act like a clique now with my other 4 " ah ".i am ah yuan by the way.and there is ah jie,ah lee,ah ze and finally ah lias.what we do in school is simple.
1)go for classes(sianz)
2)eat ( nvr failed to do so everyday )
3)go library...(MH)
4)more classes(zZz)
5)L4D/go home(Y)

we like to talk cock talk crap and whatever you can think of.its fun.

To end this post,my life now is abit sian due to exam period.but during holiday still need to keep going to work.so where is my teenager life ar?lols.

oh yeah,I want to ask her out on 31 Aug.so if she sees this,she should know the "she" refers to herself.it is to repay what happened on 3 Jan this year.=P

2009-06-22T06:26:00.001-07:00

today went to play basketball in the yishun neighbourhood.did the usual thing which is going to 3 different courts to play with outsiders.seriously,I havent touch basketball for quite some time except for once in school which I wont count it as really " playing basketball ".

no sweat today...opponents met were really like...not very strong?easy to fool around and manipulate the game.quite shocked actually.still got the moves despite rotting for so long.I think its like riding a bike.once you have the skill,you wont lose it.

I dont understand all those ah beng basketballer.its like they look so fierce and all but...not really that good afterall.haha.looks IS deceiving.LoL.had not been so tired since I was sick.it feels good to exercise.I just cant sit or lie down anymore.outing anyone?haha.

2009-06-21T09:00:00.000-07:00

I want to go out badly!

watched more of those kung fu films.and bad guys in those movies always ended up dead.horribly.a spear through the stomach.ooh I can feel the pain.or drop off a 20th floor building.damn!that should hurt.and the most simple is one shot kill at the forehead.but old school movies are seriously way better and much interesting than movies nowadays.

school is reopening day by day...and I havent touch any work.physical chemistry really is tough.microbiology leaves me staring at the slides without getting anything into my head.inorganic chemistry still quite okay.mathematics = disaster!!

how to get high GPA like this...someone tell me what to do.

2009-06-19T10:52:00.000-07:00

stayed at home for 4-5 days straight already...surprisingly,I haven't gone mad yet.haha.monday during work,I had stomach discomfort,when I went to see the doctor,it became gastric pain.so get gastric medicine.at home,it out of blue became intestine flu.had fever up to 39.8!how is that?horrible...eat porridge hand also will shake.lols.ended up not going to work at all.

I spent all my hours watching tv and movies from youtube...jackie chan and jet li's movies...awesome.haha.what a pity that I cant go L4D with my frens...no mood to study at all also...how?die...

my hair getting thicker and thicker.I wanna try leaving it long.and see how it goes.but I think shorter better lah.my head getting heavier and sweat easier.lols.

2009-05-15T21:44:00.000-07:00

my pay is so pathetic...haha.but can survive lah...recently also never spend alot of money.never go out,no nice movies to catch,even money spent to buy water when basketballing also don have!!!but the hotdog from NYP cafe really tempting lah...cant stop at one.lols...

my stamina dropped I think...due to lack of basketballing and CCA-less.last time NCC one training at least will do a hundred push-up.then run here run there...hmm...come to think of it,I quite missed YTSS.the training,the canteen food and my classmates...nvm.June will have one camp for uniform group.and I am going.=)

I think that my course is starting to get more stress.but Japanese was still fun.all those weekly lab report really makes people...sian?but its counted into the total marks,so dont do also cannot.hais...lectures.lols.I practically can fall asleep.my class was arranged to seat right at the back of the lecture theatre...dont pay attention also wont get caught.screen too far cant see without specs then sian again...haha.tutorials are more effective in letting me learn more.but in fact,what I learning now is taught in Secondary le.so just recap i think...in case we forget everything when we went for that O lvl holiday...

tired...

2009-04-23T22:05:00.000-07:00

Polytechnic is really much much more fun lah.my elective is Japanese!!now I can finally watch my DC without look at the subtitles...but still need to learn some more before I can do that.the class consist of 21 ppl,16 girls and 5 boys.pathetic.there is one 20 years old,two 19 years old and 18 years old and finally sixteen 17s.did I forget to mention that the food at koufu in NYP was nice?lols.I ate there almost everytime!the campus is actually quite confusing...but if you compare it with SP,I guess NYP wont make you feel lost.

my laptop is WHITE colour.its chio,pretty,sexy,beautiful and whatever positive adjective you could think of.it cost me a bomb.but worth it.=)

really hope I can pass the trial on tuesday.why?cause Keyuan only knows how to play basketball or badminton.so if he cant join either,maybe dragonboat.tennis needs coach fee,and I am not ready to cough up that kind of money.table tennis is really HOT recently due to the " ping pang yuan " on channel 8 weekdays 9pm.but need to control strength...not for me...not for me...

I really can feel the difference.between secondary and Polytechnic.in secondary,not the whole class is into chemistry.some even hate it to the core.but then in Polytechnic,its like the whole class all same as me,understand everything about chemistry and most importantly : LOVE IT.

2009-03-24T23:55:00.000-07:00

okay.today went to Sentosa Island.we went into the Dolphin Lagoon,dived into the Underwater World, catch the 4D cinema movie,swing in the cable car,saw the Merlion,flew into the Butterfly Park And Insects Kingdom,visited the Image Of Singapore and took the Sky Ride.all this took us about 10 hours...you can go wow wow and wow now.lols.

had breakfast at AMK first before going to Sentosa.can't go with an empty stomach to have fun.=)

Ah Jie with uncle Macdonald beside him.he is holding his happy meal toy...lols.

the train is very crowded...yet my sister is pro enough to take such a clear photo...he is up to something...later.

naughty time!!!mum is persuading Ah Jie to go sit down.

finally quiet down...

on the sky train to Sentosa.

the ticket price for Dolphin Lagoon is so expensive.but pink dolphin is really quite rare in this
world now...it is actually not really pink when borned.only turned pink when reached maturity stage.just like human's puberty.haha...

got the first hoop!reaching out for the second one...got it!

the performance stage.the purple tram.Ah Jie call it the bus.=)it is actually a new version.but the old one is still around.
on the tram heading to underwater world...its so hot!the weather is good.=)

Underwater World is so crowded.most likely due to the fact that it is sort of the main attraction of Sentosa.people just like to link and connect them together.and you cant see any like this in the world I think.that explains the popularity of the place.

a huge stingray.may sting.lols.spongebob's fav Jellyfish...Ah Jie is amazed by the fish.

why take photo when no one is looking!its a school of fish.

according to mum,its ' sotong 'he is trying to imitate the flippers of the turtle...its a shark for god sake!!!

resting time...play with water while waiting for the 4D movie to start...that is the 3D specs.it really makes whatever in the screen looks so close and alive.

the cable car ride really makes one feel so insecure.cause when in the cable car,its so shaky.as though the cable car is swinging.but anyway,the view is superb.=)

I am pointing at another cable car.lols.JunJie is feeling the wind.dangerous action.=)don't know why he wants to take photo with that but he jumped all of a sudden.on the tram heading to the Merlion!

finally...the symbol of Singapore!I heard there are a total of 7 merlion in Singapore.but this one in Sentosa is really huge.wonder if it is the largest of all?

no feeding to animals!!!next up is the Butterfly Park And Insects Kingdom.I dont' know why but I can find birds in it.which is like the nature enemy of insects?what is on their mind really...I don't know.lols.this is very neat and grand.looks cool.=)these colourful bird are attracted by honey.

these yellow birds are attracted by sunflower seeds.Ah Jie also wants!!

he looked as though he is peeing.haha.

the Images Of Singapore at first gave me a feeling that its a very boring place.but in actual fact,it is not!!!the things showcase there are very interesting and would bring back memories to people.mum went there and told me how she used to live in kampong area.and it was exactly the same.okay,see the photos!

coolie!torture!human rights!

its payback time!racial harmony!!!I am stepping on hot charcoal,with my shoes on!lols.

to be frank,the sky ride actually is more scary than the cable car.there is completely no protections,your feets hung in mid air and the seats swings more violently.but I was considered as quite calm.first time!the scenery was awesome!

nice right?didn't I say so?

wanted to go for the Singapore Flyer after Sentosa but it was too late.so decided not to go and heed back home.shall blog again tomorrow about the Singapore Zoo and MINT Toys Museum.

2009-03-23T23:41:00.000-07:00

wow...I got sooo many things to post.about my recent trips to many attractions in Singapore.okay.have fun!

first stop is the Singapore Discovery Centre.didn't really planned to go over there but still...alight at the wrong train station...Joo Koon.so might as well as go.since there is time.=)I will let the pictures do the talking now...have fun!

this is near the entrance.those 3 people there at the bottom are fake.=)

news report.starring ky,ong and sindy!

racial harmony...

arm crosses arm!!! happy neighbours! little george the not so intelligent robot!!!

next up is the snow city!!!lols...it has been about 6-7 years since I last went there?anyway,there are many changes to the place.but still as cold as ever...haha.didn't managed to take many photos as cams are not allowed.what a pity...

this is me.feeling very uncomfortably cold.that explains my face's expression.lols.

getting ready for tube sliding...

follow up is the Science Centre!!!a place full of fun and...okay,not really for the grown-ups.this place of attraction should be very familiar to most students.haha.its just beside the Snow City.

interesting huh?a boat in the sea can actually reflect out a face...wow...

okay.this is very random.

how should I say...emo?

I regret taking this.lols.

Keyuan is in a virtual world.=)

now you know how scary I can get!

curiosity kills the cat.so if you are a cat,don't go in this shop.

this looked as though I am trying to show that ' this is my dinosaur '

roar...

lastly its the Night Safari!!!been looking forward to go since young.cause it seem to be full of mystery.Mother and JunJie went too!!!now Ah Jie can see his snakesssss!

this is near the entrance.that is my mum.duh. Ong is not afraid of snakes.that slimy thing,is his friend.lols.

cute right? even Ah Jie is doing that rawr thing!

Ah Jie is enjoying himself... FYI : the zebra is fake.lols.

this is a zebra chair.cool huh?great design... trying to act cute.but no need le.very cute liao.=) mum asked him to look up to the cam.so he did.lols.

really had so much of fun from all the attractions!Singapore is not that boring afterall...shall continue tomorrow!

2009-03-20T23:52:00.000-07:00

today is such an incredible day...lols.went to work.almost late.but that is not the point...there is this girl whom I shall not say the name,she is the sort of person worth slapping at the face even at the cost of making your own hand pain.extremely annoying,likes to order people around,tried to be friendly with people but cannot make it due to the face.just the face alone is enough for anyONE to stay away from her.I mean,come on...a girl shouldn't looked like wanna pick up a fight anytime isn't it???me and zhengjie was totally out to make fun of her today...whatever she say or do,we can make a joke out of it and LOL.she noticed,but couldn't do anything about it.haha...

went to have supper with bernard and zhengjie.Lido8 KFC.that was when I discovered that I lost 10 dollars worth of coins in my bag...then I began to think...ponder...think...ponder...who will take...who can take...who have chance to take...then became a bit sian le...feel like venting out my anger.its not a small amount lo.okay...it is a small amount.but I took about 2 weeks to gather together so much coins.so the effort come down to nothing.zzZ...

at home...decided to empty the whole bag and shake shake.then miracle happened.there is actually a very very hidden area in my bag which I don't even know it exists!all the coins fell through that small hole into the hidden area.lols...then I dig and dig finally all out.so happy...=D

this is a very good example of feeling hopeless and discovering miracle.the feeling of losing something really makes people like...sian and bored.but finding it back will give people the " full of life " kind of feeling...especially losing something very important and finding it back in the end.

tmr going cycling at p.ubin.hope that there will be no accident.peace...

2009-03-19T10:32:00.001-07:00

I must train harder
I must train harder
I must train harder

2009-03-18T00:53:00.000-07:00

work up at 12plus today...disturbed by rui jie's call.lols.BBQ is today.the variety of food is not alot but it was still okay.fruit punch is actually quite nice!haha...there are so many many housefly at sembawang park...annoying...cant take it!should have brought a badminton racket there...hehe.

one man frisbee is very fun!!!you toss and you catch.I only played for about 10mins and I was sweating.today I setup the fire for about twice.I must say that I am good at it.lols.the fire was huge and the food was cooked in no time.the prawns that junhui bought was really...full of shit!the intestine so much green slimy shit...me and ruijie was like...eeee all the way while shelling the prawns.even though it sounds gay,but it was a fact.many housefly gathering around us too...so it was a very tough period of time....endure endure...the sambal chilli prawns were the rewards for our hard work.

packed up everything and went home.I didnt know it was jeremy's birthday until the end of the BBQ...pathetic.anyway,the cake they bought for him is pathetic too.haha.at least 3 mouthful will finish it?but it was meant for him only.so still okay.haha.

I was sort of the fireman,the fanman and the chef today.>.<

2009-03-17T00:08:00.000-07:00

wah...so long nvr update le.lols.okay.my waiter job at Coca restaurant was not bad.the people there are very very friendly!even if I too blur and made a mistake,there is absolutely no scolding at all.just correction...lols.and I am quite happy today!there is this kitchen staff which I dont really like the person,but I LOVE his words.he suddenly came over and told me : hey,I think your eyes looked a bit like Jay Chou's.

Wow...what was that.lols.JAY CHOU!!!!even though I personally beg to differ,but it was still candy to my ears.haha...and I won $3.90 worth of ice cream from Shi Min the 17 years old, basketballer,always smiling,cheerful girl.and also Ah Ting the friendly auntie.

I took 3 days off from the restaurant for these!

up coming activities : tuesday BBQ with primary basketball friends
wednesday watch movie?
thursday cycling with secondary classmate
friday work!
saturday BBQ with primary classmate

hais...so busy!why everytime nothing to do is really at home watch tv or basketball.then when got something to do is all packed together like sardine.but that is fine...just hope I will survive the two BBQ and not get sore throat.haha...

2009-03-05T03:54:00.000-08:00

Sorry for mia so long...haha.my comp seemed to have a problem with blogger.com
hmmm...recently alot of things took place...I quit my job at pepperlunch but quickly found another one in international building.hopefully,I can get used to the place bah.I finally had a haircut.my 3 months overgrown hair is gone...sad...but the new hairstyle require not much styling when I go out.so its okay.can save time and strength.lols.

enrolment is such a chore.I took almost a week to complete the whole thing.how pathetic.lols.my pay total at pepperlunch for 3months is not too bad.haha.and my new job pays off better than the previous one.so lucky me.=)

how are my friends doing?totally lost connection with a few really close ones.but there are still some who stayed by me side.I need a miracle to happen in these few days...come on!

2009-02-04T10:52:00.000-08:00

so bored nowadays...keep going to work and work and work...I am seriously sick of it liao.tired and long hours.even though its more fun than those office work,its still very tired.and I totally lost contact with my Secondary school frens.never hang out together anymore,even talk also lesser le.lols.NYP i am coming.new friends that I can find.I hope to get to meet a few chemistry lover lo.lols.or Jay Chou fan!haha...

today off day so I got time to blog....hmm...after this going out to play basketball with my primary school frens.then go to plaza sing for nicholas chew de birthday dinner...frankly speaking...I dont wan to go all the way down to town by myself.lols.but there is no one I can meet up with and go...sianz.

2009-01-26T21:35:00.000-08:00

hmmm...chinese new year...the most lame message I recieved was " Happy Niu Year , have a sMOOth year ahead! " this is so random but I just laughed at it in the middle of a mahjong game.and my opponents thought I drew very gooood tiles...how lame is that?

so fun.great food on the new year eve.the steamboat was so much better than the last year if I am not wrong.for the first time,I didnt just plainly played cards and mahjong for the whole day.I went to watch the tv...how did I managed to do that?lols.my cousins were watching too.so I guess the interest is no the tv.nice and entertaining movie.but after everything still went to play mahjong.cant control.haha.

new year CHU YI went to watch movie.a movie meant for the new year.so lame.I keep bumping into lame stuffs this new year...there is just 1 thing I dont understand...and its very disappointing...my parents had a fight on the first day of new year.how lame...its over some stupid things like going to the arcade to play the drum with junjie and going straight home...my mum even jump off the car twice because she couldnt stand the atmosphere...even more lame...this incident really made me think adults are sometime more childish and immature than teenagers.they dont think before they act.I am sure I will do that.cause I would first consider the consequences.okay...enough about it.the matter will be over in a few days time.but why does it have to occur on new year's day.its just not right.

2009-01-14T06:21:00.000-08:00

I am supposed to choose my Poly or JC...but I feel so so weak.my body is aching every moment and my head feel like its going to explode any minute...I even threw up whatever I ate in the morning and afternoon.even if my favourite food was placed in front of me,I cant find the strength to send them into my mouth.I would probably throw them up anyway...so why bother?

tmr there is work...am I even in a good condition?I picked up the phone and asked for leave...just 1 day.for me to rest.if things turned well,I dont need the doctor I guess...

been lying lazily around my house.the Sofa,my bed and even the floor...I never been this weak in my life...its torturing.So yeah,didnt ate a thing this whole day.no wonder sick people tends to slim down so easily.

2009-01-11T02:41:00.000-08:00

tmr will be the judgement day.lols.Chemist Ong will depend solely on the results!!!I love chemistry...if I am going to poly,biochemical science will be my choice of course.the cut off points differ in diff polys...haha...see how.there are people who advice me to go JC too.my mum my sister and of course Mr Jason Siau who said if he had a child,confirm go JC de,no such thing as poly.he will slap the face if poly is mentioned.maybe i can become a teacher too!!and of course teach chemistry.lols.

no matter what the results is tomorrow,I will still go out and have fun.there are many who said : after 12th jan wont go out le.at home emo and cry wet pillow.
this kind of mentality is so wrong.X.it should be : if the results is good,go out and celebrate.if the results is bad,go out and release your anger.this should be the way...=)so I am gonna do that.

just pray hard for now...

2009-01-07T03:43:00.000-08:00

nothing very interesting happened these few days...O level result is out on the 12th Jan.so fast.nervous?yes~looking forward to it?not really...

I've been talking too much lately...so I will keep quiet for 1 hour.

2009-01-03T22:32:00.000-08:00

my birthday ended happily...there were many wishes from my frens and family...I get to play basketball with my frens,eat a nice meal with my family and not forgetting the movie " Seven Pounds ".The director was indeed an extraordinary person to have come up with such a story,or plot,whatever it is.haha.thanks those who were out there with me.primary school basketball fren and raymond,sister mother and brother,and melissa who noticed me falling asleep at the boring part of the movie.lols.my strawberry cream cake was awesome...haha...yum yum.

next year will be better.I will certainly go clubbing...or watch a M18 movie.that is wat I am supposed and allowed to do.=D

2009-01-02T23:44:00.000-08:00

16mins...16mins...16mins left...16mins...16mins...16mins left to the game!!!lols.to my birthday!
1 more year had passed!I learnt many more things about relationship,friends and the outside world.I am no longer a kid!yeah...tmr shall go out and have some fun with my friends!
Raymond said : my time is yours tmr.
seriously...very good friend.I wont forget you babe!lols...and Guanfeng of course!go to work from morning till noon.so tired le still want to come celebrate with me also.haha.Jessie Koh...always feeling very sorry for me.haha...its okay.Afifah wished me on the 2nd jan.lols.Eunice,Raymond,Jasrel,Zhiyun,Jessie Ng,Melissa and my cousin wished me too.some are supposed to wish me but didnt.its okay.I understand de.haha.

from the start of the day,I feel very empty inside me.but now not anymore!I am happy.I feel loved.my mother and father gave me some money.its not much,but its the thoughts that count.my sister is rich...hehe...so I may expect more from her bah.she always buy clothes for me but this year I want to eat eat eat!!!

lets talk about what I did today,alright?okay...went to basketball with keith and jiexun in chong pang.first match,ownage...second match is not even like a match...lost,but with pride.jiexun made spoil someone's watch.lols.after which we went to Xishan primary school opposite basketball court to search for opponent.my thirst for basketball is endless!!!haha...only me and keith though...jiexun halfway went off.it just happened that the NA of my batch was there too.so played with them.haha...I just feel like laughing even though it is so bad...a noob thinks he is pro...shoot from 3 point line counted as 2points.even though its 3point,normally its still 1 point added to the score...lols...after awhile,I saw her...unexpected but okay lo...just another human being on the Earth.lols.played match.won.played again,different team,almost win.thats for all.went home,find food,no food,buy with my mother's money.haha.and that was the time she gave me my birthday present too.eat till full full then use computer wait for my birthday to come.

brithday wish : think 123456 times before I act.dont want to appear stupid infront of others.

2009-01-02T01:10:00.000-08:00

hihi...tmr is my big day!wahahaha...turning 17.hmm...I dont really want to grow up so fast...how I envious my brother...2 years old only...everyday is eat play sleep.no stress at all.hais...its time for someone smart to invent the time travel machine...its really possible...I truly believe in it...Doreamon's author theory.on the 22nd century,we can finally find out whether all the Doreamon tools do exist...but it will be a 100 years later.we will be gone by then.lols.

A sudden burst of interests for Dectective Conan,Doreamon and ShinChan again...not forgetting my all time favourite BASKETBALL.I want to play well...better...so I will make it my birthday wish.I will improve on my shooting,passing and layup!!!become a great Power Forward or Small Forward.being a Shooting Guard is not bad too...haha.no Center or Point Guard for me...they are just not my cup of tea.

I have lots of things in my mind...recently...

2009-01-01T05:29:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR AND BYE BYE OLD YEAR!!!!

ytd went to suntan at NYP de swimming pool.for 3 hours!!!lols...I am so hot red now.sun burn if you dont get wat I meant.lols...halfway suntan and soak in water,my sister went to buy food.haha...so nice.but to think she went to get LAKSA!under hot sun eat laksa...just like eating ice cream in northpole can?but anyway,I ate it.not very good quality but still edible.after suntanning at the hottest time of the day,I went to work.feel so warm all the time lo.then just abit of friction my body will feel the pain coming...at first thought that I am sick...then die liao lo.new year soon then sick.haha...but luckily dont have.=D

today went to work as usual.I was not late for my work.earlier by 25mins in fact.haha...just reached there and before I punched in my card,I start to work already lo...got 1 customer order 6 beef pepper rice...what the fuck...lols...still feeling the pain with the friction at my sun burn body parts...after work finally...me and Thuya go meet up with Guanfeng then took a cab to tiong bahru to meet Moe.walked to the seafood resturant then start to order liao...Thuya really CAN drink...total 4 bottle of beer...lols...$22...there are salt prawn,curry fish in claypot,frog legs claypot,kangkong with chilli,sweet and sour pork,beancurd hotplate and finally honeydew prawn...I dont like the honeydew prawn...the sauce is nice...but the thing that is used to contain the prawn is actually half a honeydew...then there are lots of balls of honeydew...which only Guanfeng ate...Thuya was basically drinking only...Moe ate moderately...I ate until the food reaching my throat...all these for a total of $116.its Thuya's treat.haha...from there can see the fireworks too!!!but our view was blocked by a building across the road...but still managed to see some of it...we crapped we talked about resolution...Guanfeng performed magic...drink drink drink...then about 0041,we left the place.

thinking that the night is still young,we decided to go bowling or pool...but there are nowhere to go!!!!sian...Singapore really dont have nightlife de.called my sister and asked for a good place to chill out.Ang Mo Kio it is...took a cab there again...lols.from tiong bahru.the pool place was just about to close...cant go there...so we went to cheers at about 0154 to get some more alcohol.2am cant buy le.so Thuya very anxious to buy quickly...haha...he took two bottle while I anyhow took 1 bottle.we went to another pool place near amk too.but it was closed too!!!hais...no fate to pool.by then it was already 2plus.so might as well go home!shared a cab home with Guanfeng...lols...3 cab ride in a day...this new year is expensive!haha...reached home just in time to catch rush hour 2!!!!hehe...and I am blogging after it ended.did I mentioned Thuya paid for everything spent?nice dude...haha.

new year resolution : enjoy life to the fullest!

2008-12-29T01:16:00.000-08:00

today is another fun day at work...but when I woke up in the noon,my eyes one BIG one small...yesterday slept too late le...computer fixed so can blog.computer fixed so will go and use it?haha...thats why went to bed only at 4am in the morning.then today wake up at 3.22pm...haha.about 11 hours of sleep.start work at 5pm.so late wor...basically had my breakfast,lunch and dinner there at 5.46pm.it was delicious...

very troubled over what restaurant to go eat on new year's eve.money is not a problem though.not from my pocket anyway.haha...=D if got good place to intro please tell me at the tagboard.only SEAFOOD.sorry raymond for pang seh you on new year's eve.there are nice shows on tv.so you can try a different new year to spend.got rush hour 2.jackie chan starring.so dont miss it okay?haha...

my big day is coming soon.

2008-12-28T02:52:00.000-08:00

I really looked forward to go work now!lols.FAT FAT is no longer there...this factor made me wanna go to work even more!!haha...so long never post liao.computer internet cant use for donno wat reason.asked for the repairman to come cant even fixed a date that suit the both party.so this dragged for about 4-5days.then I 1 week nvr use the computer!!!its not exam right?lols...and I cant touch the computer...torture man...but at least I got work and basketball to make my day?haha...

christmas is over.this year is quite different.cause I normally dont celebrate...but this year I received presents and cards.haha...thanks J3 - Jessie Jasrel Jessie

new year is coming!!!Thuya is treating seafood!lols.he is a very nice guy.A DUDE in fact.very easy to get along with,doesnt not lose his temper at all and got a great sense of humor.Moe is a very cute and interesting woman.her behaviour really betrayed her age...lols.just like a young girl.They are nice people I met and get to know quite well at my workplace...getting to know nice people is tough,at workplace is harder,yet I found 2~!

this job doesnt pay much despite working for so hard.but I dont even think that I am working over there!playing in fact.its really fun.just like my old job at BK.but this one is evenbetter.haha...I wont quit unless I really have to I guess.btw,the food there is great too!=D
happy working = playing

2008-12-17T02:43:00.000-08:00

going to work makes me feel good.I can really earn my own money with my own hands.the best part is when I get to spend it,wisely.on food of course!what else?lols.

the people at pepperlunch are really very very nice...except for one big fellow who doesnt even know he is getting a transfer.lols.someone with high post wants him to disappear in Great World City.what an exciting thing to do.haha...the food there is really really really very very very nice nice nice...can eat forever man.one of the reason I want to work there is the good food.=Dthe beef...the chicken...the honey brown sauce...the salmon...it just get better.wahahaha...

today I cracked 3 eggs...thuya cracked 2 eggs...total 5 eggs.T.T so wasteful...hais...

2008-12-10T02:05:00.000-08:00

this holiday really got nothing to do.there is still the class bbq though,hope it will be better...hais.these few days only 3 things.work eat sleep.at least today better...went to play basketball.with?just 1 guy.guan feng...he is quite a nice person.good temper.can take jokes.but sometimes abit weird.lols.got 1 incident made me felt that.but overall,still a dude.haha...

today I taught him how to control his strength when shooting basketball.he got some talent man!!!lols...from 1 whole day cant even scored 10 shots to 1 hour 20-30 shots!!!haha...keep trying...will improve de...we went to northpoint to eat first...wake up until 3pm also haven eat.so before playing,went to fill up the stomach first.nee soon cc nowadays very cold...in the noon.nobody there de.my aim for a basketball court is not one without people so I can practice...its rather one with people so I can challenge...hehe...so we went to chong pang...just two of us.there were so many people there...2 cant play with 4.we went to another nearby court to see see.found our opponent at last.haha...one of them I even played in a match before...shockingly,we lost...hais...donno why also.not playing very serious...not even counting the scores...but just keep on continuing the match...overall they scored more lah.so I felt that we lost lo.lost my touch...toooo long nvr go out and play liao...I know...lame excuse...but its true.I think they find it very boring after awhile then decided not to play anymore.then my primary schools frens came by.I mean passed by.so I played together with them.lols...they are much more better than those two earlier on...and guess wat?we won them!lols...cant believe it...haha...unpredictable things do happen in life.real life...guess I found back my basketball mojo.haha...

2008-12-06T10:44:00.000-08:00

so bored...lets talk about money.

face it.$$ is something we all need in order to survive.we study because of it.get a good grade because of it and enjoy a great life because of it too!there is no 1 in this world who doesnt need it.however,we came to this world without it,so by right,when we left this world,we should not have any of it with us.I am so encouraged by this...Jackie Chan recently just announced that that is what he is gonna do.his poor son...all the money will go to the charity?its like wow...can help so so so many ppl around the world suffering.Bill Gates did it.Half of his fortune,into the charity.lols...at my age,I wont even think of anything like that...maybe older then I will start considering...money is really so hard to earn.even by just saving and not earning,it will take some time for it to really grow to an significant amount.taking money from parents is such a shameful thing to do...you wan it?you earn it.its that simple.took me until Sec2 to realise this simple thing...

2008-12-04T06:36:00.000-08:00

recently really nothing to do...this holiday is the worst 1 ever...before the holiday,we were like talking about basketballing everyday until we couldnt even stand properly...but now...its really completely different...staying at home using computer...this isnt what I wanted.I want to get out there and workout!and catch movies and go to the arcade.kbox...bowling...tonning...swim...sun tan...forget it.hais...

I remembered a show I watched when I was younger.about sec1 or primary school?dont remember le.but I do remember the show name. " Thats So Raven"its so cool and funny...found it on youtube today and had been watching for quite some time...haha...glad to find something for me to laugh out loud finally...

asked for some jobs with guan feng and his fren.got Fish&Co,PepperLunch and Starbucks.all in the town area.hopefully this is for real...already interviewed for nothing so many times...oh ya...PepperLunch called for a detailed interview?so I guess more or less going to work there le...wish I can start work soon and earn some money...Adidas function is coming again...^^

2008-11-29T23:26:00.000-08:00

haha...it been quite sometime since I posted.ytd did not sleep for the whole day.was watching vcd.kung fu related de...very nice...abit of addicted.maybe I will wan to learn a few moves or two to deal with those pests...lols.but everyone should be given a 2nd chance.thats wat shown on most of the drama.in the very end,the bad guys will realise their mistakes and turn over a new leaf.thats just so drama.in real life we wont know.stubborn people still exists.they thought they were doing the right things,but those actions are not accepted by many.without the basic courage to leave their own names,who are they to point out others mistake?

enough about this...waste of effort.but truthfully,think about it.when you are tired of tagging already.

went to nee soon cc to play basketball with my frens.lols...I guess I always show up too early.only until 30mins later then they began to come one by one.we played for quite a long time until about 3pm.everyone hungry le...need to replenish energy for more games.I had to carry a burden around.lols...a very cute burden.annoying too.anyone knows wat is it?haha...got prize de.if guessed correctly.not valid to those present that day though...went back to play basketball again afterwards.burden is gone.taken away.lols...this time played with a diff group of people which I knew.this whole day is just basketball...from 11am till 8pm.fun but tiring...get to talk to some frens also.

basketball to me was never boring.it can be played with many different styles and moves.it changes with circumstances and opponents.so it was never just a game to me.haha...profound?will elaborate more on this in the near future...lols.but today...was not that challenging and fun.maybe because O'neal didnt came?lols.

should I shoot or pass?

2008-11-27T07:14:00.000-08:00

this world is coming to an end now.if I am arrogant and disliked by others,I would be the bad guy in the case.and those who hates me will be the good guys.but the problem now is,the good guys are doing bad things.really bad and despicable.if they are girls,good luck.nothing to say.confirm left on the shelf forever.if they are boys,may I know what did I do?snatch your girlfriend?better looking?taller?shorter?better in basketball?

lets settle this like young adults.you don like me,why come my blog?be a pest?lols.save it.or you want to tell me you don like me,or I am disliked by people?don do it this way.no fun.call me.come my house knock my door.email me.I will entertain you.life is boring.this kind of excitement is fun!so please dont stop the fun.

thanks nicholas.for whatever reason you hate me and come to support me.

2008-11-26T11:15:00.000-08:00

I really don't care about all those fruits anymore.its the same person of course...who wont know?people of such low intelligent shouldnt exist at all.am I too arrogant?I hope not.its a fact.and its holiday...go out and play.find a job.get a life.why stare at the computer and tag ppl blog with rubbish?still need my good frens to lecture you?shame on you.

THROW YOURSELF INTO THE DUSTBIN PLEASE...

and dont ever open the lin.=)

you are welcome to continue sprouting rubbish in my blog.I give you that permission.I enjoy looking at your comment.so fun...xD

2008-11-23T15:30:00.000-08:00

Eugene's bbq was quite okay...the food was okay but the people are not.I am not fitting in for the first half of the bbq...I could only bbq all the while.and laugh over a lame comment for a moment or just silent look at the grill.my heart is really bleeding...I cant even enjoy a bbq and BE MYSELF.

Jasrel and Jessie came.I felt more relieved.at least I dont feel that helpless anymore...I still have my NCC frens and basketball mates.so its okay.after the feast,most went to play cards.8 people share one deck?!how?must teach me someday this skill...I went to sit down at the payment with Jasrel and Jessie to play cards.the feeling is back...keyuan is keyuan again.

Eugene booked the basketball court.smart ass.he is not that stupid afterall.except for clam and calm and palm and pump.he cant tell between left and right also.lols.went to the basketball court.they are playing already.if it was me,I would rush in and join.and I didnt.but it wasnt me at that point.the rest of the guys came.it became the game of the boys!lols...took about 5mins to split up into teams and start playing.my team won.lols.got pro inside.but not me.I not pro enough.then halfway of the 2nd game,we had to stop playing.but everyone knows who is winning already.4 : 1

I walked aimlessly among the group not knowing for wat too.they went up to take bag but I got no bag.went down again.they went up to find ppl but I got no one I want to find.so I just followed for nothing.eugene they all wants to swim.lols...nelson they all staying over.as much as I wanted to stay too,I didnt.

waited for bus 854 and 857.I feel very tired already...36 hours never sleep le.bid farewells then walked home.still can walk home...lols.once I reached home I fell asleep infront of the tv.haven bath yet.then my dad woke me up.I bathed then watch tv again...haha.man of steel.at 4am,I went into my room and slept until today 2pm.

2008-11-22T23:15:00.000-08:00

I just cant find a space for me to fit into that perfect jigsaw.once,I am a piece of the jigsaw too...now,it still can be completed with or without me.the feeling is not right.yet,it had to be right.
there is no turning back anymore...I had to accept the cruel fact.I had did something which I should not have done unknowningly.till now,I didnt know what it is all about.but I am not guilty.its what they think is wrong.not me.sometimes,I see people do the wrong thing to me yet I pretend to be ignorant.so I dont deserve this.at all.but luckily,there are still many good souls on Earth.I really feel more relaxed and comfortable with them...

there is only always one truth.what could it be?

2008-11-19T00:11:00.000-08:00

finished watching HotShot finally...it was quite cool...but unrealistic.anyway,took me about 3 days to complete it.non-stop watching during the midnight...haha...and its on dvd.not the internet.lols.

then I went to sleep for 15hours.wow...even I am surprised.from 8am to 11pm...so basically I did nothing at all but sleep today...hais...still cant find a job...in need of money...should have went to search earlier.is it tooo late now?I really dont know.hope I can find one decent de bah.

next up is DECECTIVE CONAN all the way...zZz...

2008-11-17T01:10:00.000-08:00

today supposed to go to the food expo at about 10am in the morning,then attend the Adidas function...but the problem is,I lacked of sleep!!!!watched " Hot Shot " for about 6-7 hours until early in the morning 9am.then went to my room to rest...but the " rest " became " nap " and eventually became " sleep ".so my sister and my mother and junjie went without me...gosh...wat the hell...

woke up at 5pm to find me and my father at home only...then my mother called to ask us go out eat dinner...this is when I discovered that they bought a lot of Adidas stuffs for me!!!

there is 3 causual tee-shirts(only $10 each) and a very cool black jacket($25).A tournament edition shoe($30) and another sports shoe that I havent received yet...the cost???it does not exceeds $200!!!wahahaha...thats the good part about attending Adidas function.brand new cheap real stuffs unavaliable anyway else...hehe...jealous?but this opportunity does not come easy.haha...need to have ticket for entry.just a pity that I didnt go personally...or else...

2008-11-14T22:36:00.000-08:00

today cousin bernard came over for fun.lols.he got prom night.but no formal clothing.come to my house in the morning to loan from me.haha...but I also have a few only.his choice are limited i guess...hehe...

it was raining the whole noon...bernard even brought badminton racket lo...cant play.then at about 6-7 we went out to exercise.played both badminton and basketball.it was no fun at all...tooooo bored.just two of us.this holiday...seemed to be weird.anyway,I still enjoyed bernard's accompany.^.^

after the exercise,we went to northpoint.haha...the new extension of northpoint is finally opened.bernard's first sentence is " wa,like orchard!" I think Yishun is rising to the occasion le.haha...can attract more ppl to come shop liao.

anyway,I am back to maple.what?!childish?no lah...haha.its just...okay...childish.-.-

2008-11-13T01:06:00.000-08:00

exams are all finally over!relieved...on the 111108,Mr Jason Siau treated us Swensens.even though it was just ice cream,the poor guy had to stay behind and wash dishes until late in the night.lols.just joking.I don think he even spent over 200 bucks...haha.I almost ordered a serloin steak...T.T

went to watch High School Musical 3 at the same shopping mall-causeway point.there are jasrel,jessies,jianye,zhiyun and jiaqi.it was okay.could be better.but nice ending...heard there will be a HSM4...=.= how?no more high school.gratuated alr.lols.it wont be nice i guess.if it really comes out.after the movie still very early...like only 3pm.so the girls decided to go to harborfront.I was in school uniform somemore.so went home first.

wat did I do in vivo city?nothing!!!lols.they were playing with water.soaking their feet in water to be exact.I was looking at girls...oh no...discovered.xD

went into Daiso the always $2 Japan shop.bought nothing but there is photo...cant post...lols.I am a computer noob.or should I say blogging newbie.haha...waiting for rescue to come bah.hehe...

2008-11-08T01:35:00.000-08:00

hais...stayed at home and do nothing.ytd over-workout i guess.whole body aching.recently...I felt so left out.arent we the best of frens???2 straight days I was not asked to join whatever they were doing...there was no sense of guilt at all I think...so disheartening.last time before O level nothing much to do but still went out most of the time with them...now can do lots of things and got lots of time but that passion was gone.maybe still there.but I am not included bah.sian...don wan to think about it le...as jessie k said,life still goes on...let it be bah.

there is always only one truth.what could it be?

2008-11-08T01:17:00.000-08:00

for the whole day from 11am to 11pm i accomplished something...12 hours of basketball!!!!this is the first time...play for so long...haha...morning went to khatib mrt station opposite de basketball court to play.there is louis,raymond,jianye,houmun and fengfeng.afternoon went to nee soon community centre de basketball court to play.there was 21 people over there!!!crazy...even though it was fun,but quite disorganised.lols.night went polyclinic de basketball court to play.there was 14 people!!!also quite mad...but it was more organised.haha.

now then i know that there is a great attraction at khatib mrt station opposite de basketball court...SIGHT SEEING.haha...raymond and fengfeng should know wat i mean.xDso tired...after 12hours of burning fats,went home and eat curry fish head...T.T

all the effort gone...

2008-11-06T06:32:00.000-08:00

today morning wake up and my blog is ready for me to access.thanks to melissa.=)Jay Chou is very cool hoh?lols.I think she helped me search for the blogskin until quite late...so must thanks her again.haha...

hmmm...afternoon went to northpoint to eat lunch.I forgot wat I ate.xD should be not very nice bah...thats why didnt remember.then went to buy things with my mum at fairprice.when buying halfway,I saw a malay old lady quarrelling with the employer who happens to be a botak uncle with ear stick.this is wat they said:

uncle:you think you god ah!?(souds quite fierce)
old lady:I where got think I god?I no god.I also human being.I will die someday.(her tone is very very funny...typical singaporean.)
uncle:(he nvr say anyting to respone back)
old lady:alamak stupid sia(she said this with her back turned and walking)
uncle:you then stupid lah.stupid idiot.(by then,the old lady walks away already)

did I mentioned that when they were quarrelling,I was just nice standing in between them?LOL.I heard everything...but i donno why suddenly the uncle so aggressive.haha.I think the old lady provoked him or something.Childish adults...nothing else to say le.haha.bye for now~

2008-11-05T05:57:00.001-08:00

Hello people.This is my first post.haha...i will work hard to bring life to this blog!!!bye for now~