never blog for sooo long. find it funny and weird to blog again. does anybody still look at this blog?tell me in chat box okay...

I wanna talk about my girlfriend in this post.

this girlfriend of mine. we barely knew each other but we hit it off well enough. at first i thought it was perfectly normal and alright. but recently just after our first month, I began to think alot. all sort of things. her life and my life. quite different. our perspective in life. quite different as well. but one thing i know is that i am not regretting. this is also the first thing she asked me, before we got together. she asked me whether i would regret...and i said no. if she were to ask me the exact question now, the answer would still be no.

somehow...I feel that either I am too good for her, or I am not good enough for her. in my life, she is definitely not good enough for me. if i were to tell my family about how she used to be, they will change their view of her immediately. the one thing i am glad is that, she changed. for me. but who am i kidding...my family probably wont accept it. in her life, i am definitely not good enough for her. being small and insignificant, while she shine like the stars in the sky. this is not being ego, its the cruel truth. raised up without any talent or special skills nurtured in me, can only admire those that possess them. not blaming my parents or anything, but wont let this happen to my younger brother for suree.

past experience still haunts me. but not keeping me away from getting into relationships. must thank my ex. I learnt alot from her. trust and faith are truly the most important factors in maintaining a relationship. alot of people always say that relationship, dont have to give in your everything. but not giving your everything just shows how lightly you took the relationship and how heavy it weighs in your heart.

this is my point of view. there is no right or wrong. you can always agree or disagree. but do share with me your point of view. so that i can see things from different angle.