hais...stayed at home and do nothing.ytd over-workout i guess.whole body aching.recently...I felt so left out.arent we the best of frens???2 straight days I was not asked to join whatever they were doing...there was no sense of guilt at all I think...so disheartening.last time before O level nothing much to do but still went out most of the time with them...now can do lots of things and got lots of time but that passion was gone.maybe still there.but I am not included bah.sian...don wan to think about it le...as jessie k said,life still goes on...let it be bah.

there is always only one truth.what could it be?