Eugene's bbq was quite okay...the food was okay but the people are not.I am not fitting in for the first half of the bbq...I could only bbq all the while.and laugh over a lame comment for a moment or just silent look at the grill.my heart is really bleeding...I cant even enjoy a bbq and BE MYSELF.

Jasrel and Jessie came.I felt more relieved.at least I dont feel that helpless anymore...I still have my NCC frens and basketball mates.so its okay.after the feast,most went to play cards.8 people share one deck?!how?must teach me someday this skill...I went to sit down at the payment with Jasrel and Jessie to play cards.the feeling is back...keyuan is keyuan again.

Eugene booked the basketball court.smart ass.he is not that stupid afterall.except for clam and calm and palm and pump.he cant tell between left and right also.lols.went to the basketball court.they are playing already.if it was me,I would rush in and join.and I didnt.but it wasnt me at that point.the rest of the guys came.it became the game of the boys!lols...took about 5mins to split up into teams and start playing.my team won.lols.got pro inside.but not me.I not pro enough.then halfway of the 2nd game,we had to stop playing.but everyone knows who is winning already.4 : 1

I walked aimlessly among the group not knowing for wat too.they went up to take bag but I got no bag.went down again.they went up to find ppl but I got no one I want to find.so I just followed for nothing.eugene they all wants to swim.lols...nelson they all staying over.as much as I wanted to stay too,I didnt.

waited for bus 854 and 857.I feel very tired already...36 hours never sleep le.bid farewells then walked home.still can walk home...lols.once I reached home I fell asleep infront of the tv.haven bath yet.then my dad woke me up.I bathed then watch tv again...haha.man of steel.at 4am,I went into my room and slept until today 2pm.